2.09.2003

 

depression sets in. life really stinks now in my new workplace - things are such a far cry from my old place. i dont think ill go into details now, or here, but i cant possibly imagine spending the next 1.5 years here. i wont be able to go home much cos this place isnt just far, its also very pro- stay in, and we run for breakfast, lunch and dinner. not literally, but basically its just run run run and run some more, and that's what im worst at. to top it off theres yet another induction program (or 2), which will officially begin in march, for a month, but in the meantime it just means life is just plain bad from now til april - being treated like recruits again, can you imagine that? theres no real guarantee whether life will improve later on, too.

just feeling very sad and not quite able to express it. may not be able to blog regularly in future, either, since coming home - even on weekends - seems to be something of a bonus round here. i hate my life.

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