11.24.2002

 

think my prediction of a blue xmas are gradually proving correct - inasmuch as i can foresee from now, of course - somehow i feel the distance between me and just about everybody i know/used to know. and normally by now id really be in a xmassy mood, yes, even last year, despite the culture shock when i first went in. theres no xmas wish list this year, there just isnt anything id particularly like to get. i dont fancy myself being particularly given to consumerism or rampant buying sprees either, so this could mean that im growing up... somehow theres just a dearth of stuff to get, or want.

random thot that cropped up in my head (that seems like it vaguely has value): its the little things that count in the end, i think.

melancholiness (melancholy? melan... how many variants of the word are there?) sets in.

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